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YOU WON’T BE HAPPY HERE

IT DOESN’T MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SEE IT.

I SEE THE SIDE EFFECTS OF PURGING. I KNOW WHAT IT DOES TO MY THROAT, MY TEETH, MY BREATH, MY STOMACH, MY MENTAL HEALTH, BUT I ATTEMPT IT ANYWAYS.

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE PEOPLE WARNED ME ABOUT THIS ILLNESS. YOU ALL TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY, BUT I FORCED MYSELF IN. I LET MYSELF BE TAKEN BY IT.

I DIDN’T LISTEN.

I DIDN’T BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT TO. BEING SKINNY WAS ALL THAT MATTERED TO ME AT FIRST, NOW IT’S THE AMOUNT OF CALORIES I EAT AND BURN. IT’S MEAL PREPING IN IT’S WORST FORM. IT’S AVOIDING MIRRORS AND WRAPPING MY BIG FAT PIG FINGERS AROUND MY THIGHS HOPING THEY’LL TOUCH.

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE

THIS IS A WARNING. ONE THAT YOU SHOULD TAKE AS SERIOUSLY AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN. THIS IS HELL. IT’S WORSE THAN THAT.

IMAGINE CRYING OVER CHEWING AND SPITTING BECAUSE YOU’RE WORRIED OVER THE CRUMBS YOU MIGHT HAVE SWALLOWED. IMAGINE PITCHING YOUR SKIN AND POKING AT YOUR STOMACH BECAUSE YOU CAN STAND THE FAT LAYERED UNDER NEITHE. DO YOU WANT TO BE AFRAID OF FOOD?

DO YOU WANT TO CRY BECAUSE OF HUNGER PAINS?

DO YOU WANT TO BE THE ONE FRIEND WHO DOESN’T GO OUT BECAUSE YOU’RE AFRAID OF EATING?

IS THIS TRULY WHAT YOU WANT?

PLEASE LEAVE. I’M TELLING YOU, LEAVE. YOU WON’T STOP “AFTER YOU LOSE TEN POUNDS.” DO IT. PLEASE. LEAVE. YOU WON’T EVER BE HAPPY HERE. THERE’S NOTHING BUT HURT AND URGES THAT ARE SO UNBARABLE YOU WANT TO DIE.

GET AWAY FROM THESE TAGS. GET AWAY FROM MY PROFILE. GET AWAY FROM THIS DISGUSTING ILLNESS IF YOU STILL CAN. PLEASE. PLEASE. I’M BEGGING YOU BECAUSE IT’S NOT WORTH IT. NOTHING IS WORTH THIS.

YOU WON’T BE HAPPY HERE.

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eating disorder questions~

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1. which eating disorder(s) do you have?
2. when did you develop your eating disorder?
3. are you currently in recovery?
4. honestly, do you want to recover?
5. how are you doing today?
6. 5 safe foods?
7. 5 fear foods?
8. do you count calories?
9. what is your max calorie limit?
10. what is your height?
11. what is your ultimate goal weight?
12. are you trying to lose weight?
13. have you ever been called “fat”?
14. have you ever been called “too thin”?
15. what is your current goal weight?
16. what was your highest weight?
17. what was your lowest weight?
18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight?
19. does your family know about your eating disorder?
20. do your friends know about your eating disorder?
21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder?
22. have any “free foods”?
23. how often do you weigh yourself?
24. thinspo or bonespo?
25. biggest problem area on your body?
26. favourite part of your body?
27. what kind of results do you want to see?
28. do you purge?
29. do you take laxatives?
30. how often do you purge?
31. do you binge?
32. how long have you fasted for?
33. who’s your biggest thinspiration?
34. favourite eating disorder movie/show/documentary?
35. favourite thinspo picture?
36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body?
37. how does your eating disorder affect your life?
38. what is your BMI?
39. do you follow a diet?
40. least favourite part about your eating disorder?
41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships?
42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it?
43. meanspo or sweetspo?
44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder?
45. ever been inpatient?
46. ever been outpatient?
47. ever been in residential care?
48. ever been in a psych ward?
49. are you currently in therapy?
50. what did you eat today?
51. are you scared about the holidays?
52. are your family/friends supportive?
53. have any other mental illnesses?
54. looking for ana buddies?
55. what is your current weight?

tobeadaintyfeather

Feel free to ask me this- or anything actually, I’m bored.

disappearingdancer disappearingdancer

Pleeeeeeeeease ask me these I’m so bored!!!

anahelpcontrol anahelpcontrol

I’m down but idk if you guys care so 🐼

suicidalflowers

i’m bored so ask me anything :p

starving-mysoul

anyone can ask me this, im down to answer it

swagskinnies

a s k m e y a l l

mellow-outlaw

Don’t be afraid to ask lol..

I hate feeling sorry for myself

Every time I binge, I just sit around and bully the shit out of myself.

I’m fat.

I don’t like how my thighs spill over when I sit down.

My fingers are fat.

I don’t like how my huge hips muffin top over shorts

My toes are fat.

I don’t like how my wrists are tiny and boney enough

My calves are fat

Everything about me is just pure fucking pig fat. Disgusting, oily pig fat. I’m gross. I’m fucking disgusting.

I sit around and feel sorry for myself. Boo fucking hoo, if I wanted to be skinny that badly I wouldn’t have eaten as much as I did. That’s the whole problem. I fucked up really, really bad. It’s gotten to the point where I’ll be on the verge of tears everytime I’m in the kitchen. I hate it. I’m such a failure.

I look at thinspo and think, “All I want is THAT. I want to be skinny, why can’t I be skinny?”

I know why, it’s because I can’t control myself. I don’t have a grip on myself. I make plans and try to follow them and fail. I hate it. I want to break the cycle and prove to myself that I can go A WEEK without fucking up once, but for some reason, I can’t. I just fucking can’t. This Week was a disaster. I fated three times, but binged every day after. Like a lot.

I have a plan set where I’m suppose to be eating under 1,216 calories a day, but instead I set calorie limits to 500/400/300/200… sometimes even 100. I’m suppose to reach my ugw by Febuary next year, but that keeps getting pushed back because I want to eat what’s in front of me instead like a pig. It’s 5 in the morning… I’m sitting in the bathroom feeling sorry for myself when all o have to do is not eat. That’s it.

Why is it so hard for me to do that?

I was doing so good yesterday too… what a fuck up.

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persephonesskelleton

why having an ed is addicting

  • feeling changes in your body.
  • feeling your stomach slim down.
  • seeing your collarbones pop out.
  • sharp jawline.
  • watching your wrists become bony.
  • fingers long and lean.
  • too big for your current clothes, have to buy new ones
  • people noticing.
  • people commenting “have you lost weight?”
  • “you look so skinny, wow!”
  • people asking for ‘your secret’

nothing feels as good as that. nothing tastes as good as getting skinny feels.

Source: persephonesskelleton
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ED Problems and Habits

* Can’t stop touching my body/can’t stop pinching my fat

* Sucking in your stomach when you’re around people so they don’t see your fat

* Lying too much bc of food

* Body checking in every mirror that you pass

* Also ignoring your body in the mirror so you don’t cry

* Spending all day looking at thinspo instead of fulfilling your responsibilities

* Distancing yourself from everybody

* Having unrealistic expectations and goals for yourself

makingperfection

I feel attacked

fuckoff-aesthetiics

* Rubbing your collarbones, ribs, hip bones

* Checking for any difference in your thigh gap

* Trying not to gag while drinking green tea

* Exercising whenever you have a moment of privacy

* Watching Netflix/napping to avoid eating

* Running to the bathroom was lax kicks in

* Curled up in bed crying because of hunger pains

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* Doing that thing with your hand around your wrist/arm to see if you can touch fingers together yet

* Waiting until everyone falls asleep to do silent workouts in peace w/out getting caught

*Running to the school bathroom to purge when you’re forced to eat during a fast

* Punishing yourself for having the basic human need of the nutrients that come in food

* C O U N T I N G C A L O R I E S

* Bad sleep habits

* Constantly measuring/weighing yourself

*Sucking in your stomach while trying on clothes to see how much better you’d look in them if you were skinny

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* Doing that thing with your hands around your thigh to see how far up you can get your fingers to touch

* Passing out from over-exercising

* Hiding in the school bathroom to keep from being forced to eat

* Over-estimating your calories

* Always thinking about the next time you can measure/weigh yourself

* Being extremely dizzy when you stand up but have to walk it off and act normal so no one suspects anything

* Trying to hide your Tumblr account

* Drinking too much water or not enough

* Always feeling dehydrated for some reason

* Not being able to poop

* Weird stomach noises at the worst times

* Headaches

* Shaking

* Cold. All. The. Time

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* Forcing yourself to take the stairs every time you’re given the opportunity, no matter how little you’ve eaten

* Isolating yourself in your room all day

* Going to the grocery store, looking through every aisle, gazing at all the food only to leave with nothing

* Developing not only a fear but an utter disgust for certain foods (etc. meat or even all animal products)

* Leaving class every hour to pee and fill your water bottle up

* Hate seeing/feeling your stomach touch your thighs when you sit down to pee

* Basing your own worth and others’ based off their weight/size

* Can’t go to the bathroom without lifting up shirt to check stomach and ribs in the mirror

* Chewing gum to simply stay focused

* Sleep schedule run amok because you’re so demotivated to anything but the bare minimum these days due to your malnutrition, plus sleeping is a good loophole to avoid eating

* Having no friends because you don’t want to go out with them for food

* Spending copious amounts of money on food only to binge on it and feel even worse, plus now you’re broke

* Taking a body check every day even though there’s no difference

* Purposely weighing yourself at inopportune times to trigger yourself just bc you’re “curious”

* Knowing the measurements of every part of your body, even your toes

* Losing your personality to your eating disorder

xskinnyxslutx

honestly didn’t even realize that i did 90% of these things because of my ed… huh

miascomeback

I feel exposed

the-unhappy-skeleton

attacked

feather-lightangel

don’t come for mE

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skeletalsecrets

“Oh my god, you’re so small”

“Wow you’re just shrinking away on us”

“You have such a classic look”

“You’re so skinny”

“You could go into modeling”

I never got compliments like these before I lost weight.

I never was complimented at family gatherings.

I never was told how good I looked in my outfits.

I was never noticed until I lost twenty pounds.

And that’s why I’m addicted to every terrible aspect of this draining disorder.

Source: skeletalsecrets
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browneyedjoy

It breaks my fucking heart when I see 12 and 13 year olds asking how to lose weight the fastest and asking if their weight is good enough. There are kids in ed related tags posting about how much they hate their bodies. Yesterday I saw an ask from an 11 year old about how much they want to lose and how fat they think they are. 11. What are we doing to these kids? As a society we’ve put so much pressure on them to be “perfect” and that perfection and true happiness only comes from being thin. Families are shaming them for enjoying food and their peers are shaming them for their weight, stores will mostly only sell size zero and magazine companies will only feature photoshopped models made to look thinner and toned (among other things). So what are they supposed to think? Then whenever they’ve developed an eating disorder, they’re shamed for that too, made fun of, and punished for it. The older people with EDs know EXACTLY how they fucking feel because most of us had our ED develop when we were still kids. I don’t want the next generation to have to go through the hell we do. No one deserves this, and so many things need to change if we want to prevent more suffering and people dying. If you’re in these tags please leave immediately and get help before you get worse. You can lose weight the healthy way if your doctor and you feel like it would be beneficial to your health. Don’t do what we do because eventually, you will die or recover if you’re lucky. And if you don’t die, this will follow you around forever. Your life will become nothing but calories. Forget enjoying your favorite foods, they’re nothing more than numbers now. You’ll grow apart from people, your organs will fail and you’ll deal with the effects of that for the rest of your life. You’ll lose your hair and energy, your breath will smell like shit and you’ll rely on coffee to shit. Going on a binge or in some cases, just eating normally could cause you to get violently ill and your stomach may rupture because it’s not used to so much food. So please, get off tumblr and go do something you enjoy. Right now you have a chance at a normal childhood and adulthood. Here’s some advice: PEOPLE WHO JUDGE YOU FOR YOUR WEIGHT DO NOT MATTER. FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO SHAME YOU FOR EATING WHAT YOU WANT AND FOR YOUR WEIGHT DO NOT MATTER. THOSE PEOPLE ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS NOR DO THEY HAVE YOUR BEST INTERESTS IN MIND. YOU DONT NEED TO BE A SIZE ZERO TO BE BEAUTIFUL. DONT LOSE WEIGHT FOR SOMEONE. IF THEY DONT LIKE YOU AT YOUR WEIGHT NOW THEY WONT AFTER. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND HAVE THE BEST YEARS GROWING UP AS YOU CAN. YOU WILL NOT BE HAPPY STARVING YOURSELF TO ACHIEVE WHAT YOU THINK WILL MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL.

Source: browneyedjoy
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